What is in for you?- An answer to me

Lot of people keep asking me following questions:

·      How long will you work so hard for 16 to 18 hours a day?

·      What do you achieve by working so hard?

·      To whom you want to prove?

·      You have a great name and image but still why do you work hard. Why not you take rest.

Like this there were many questions to me by some of my friends and sometimes by myself. Whenever I have this sort of questions I realized the words and advise of my Living God and Guru which I quoted in my book “ Transcend beyond me and myself for a larger and noble purpose”.

But to all the questions I had received answer by a personal incident which is very touching for me and above all as my friend said “ HH blesses you at every second to protect you against all challenges”.

Three weeks back I had a severe stomach pain i.e from July 2nd.  It all started as small stomach pain and I thought it must be due to some food infection or some other reason and I took tablets as advised by my doctor over phone. But to my bad luck the pain was not coming down but on the contrary it was increasing. But somehow I managed and working as usual. But one day it became so acute and I went to doc and he advised me to go to Ultra Sound Scan suspecting stones in Gallbladder or Kidney. But fortunately and thanks to blessings of HH, the scan revealed nothing. But the pain was on increasing trend and with the pain I was on my job going around Chennai/Delhi/Hyderabad on my official work. Two weeks back the pain did not go down and doctor advised me to go to CT Scan and I went for that.  But before going thru CT Scan (Contrast) I was not keen as I realized it would be painful due to injection at Vein at hand and medicines. I am always scared of injections at vein as it pains me lot. But they persuaded me to do. . But when I was going thru the scan the doctor and technician administering the scan went to god and prayed before Lord Ganesha and gave injective. I asked them the reason and though the did not say at the beginning but due to my persistence they revealed that there is a suspicion of “Extra growth” in stomach . But I was praying to my God that everything should be normal though for sometime I was in tears. Fortunately due to the blessings of living God and Guru it revealed nothing but the pain was severe. The next day night I found that I developed rashes around stomach and also in some parts of hip, I went to doctor and doctor diagnose that it was “Harpis Zoster” and that must be the reason for pain. He gave medicines and today morning when I went to doctor for test, he was pleasantly surprised that the “Harpis” is reduced significantly and normally it takes three to four weeks to subsidies but it happened in one week. My answer to him was simple. I have the blessings of my living god and his blessings will take care of it.

The bigger point here is that the blessings of His Holiness completely acted like a ring fence and protected me against all possible causes of Stomach Pain and even the worst of “Harpis” is coming down. What is the answer from this to the questions that I had posed to myself:

I realized in life that at every stage I worked for me, worked for my aspirations, worked hard to achieve name and fame in my chosen world but when I could not achieve certain goals which I had kept for myself, the advise I received is not to abstain from the path of journey and walk along the path of journey in a “Dharmic” manner”.“ Your Dharma is to walk this path in a Dharmic way and leave the result to the “Will of God”. If the will of god is to end my professional journey or make a temporary halt , the stomach pain could have been a route to achieve this but as my dear friend says” HH blessings takes care of you at every second”. May be somewhere I would have failed in my Dharmic duties and hence I was impacted though shortly by this pain but later it proved to be minor. The moral of the story for me. You are here for bigger purpose and the purpose may not be in the form or title which I think is important but there is something beyond title or purpose which I do not know what it is. I need to work hard more and more in a more “Dharmic” way to achieve the unknown objective or goal which is destined for me.