In life a persons biggest asset is his or her mom. The affection love and guidance from mother is extraordinary. We were taught as Mata, Pita, Guru and Deyvam (Mother, Father, Teacher and God). Mother gets first priority because it is the mother who shows the world. It is the mother who shows the father. It is with father she identifies Guru and with Guru the mother and father shows the god. Mother is there everywhere.
You have given birth to me, guided me through the life, taught me everything and finally left me. It is more than a week that you have left me and I am still recovering from your loss. I am not sure when i am going to get out of it because in this world everything is available except mother and mothers affection.
You were not a professional like me. You did not address so many seminars like me. You did not attend so many client meetings like me. You did not interact with so many professionals like me. But Amma, your worldly knowledge and experience is much more than all the combined knowledge of mine which i accumulated by going to school, studying CA, working in a big organisation and above all interacting with so many professionals. Without attending even a high school you taught me the way in which i can overcome every issue. I remember many of your guidances and advise but certainly I will follow the following guidances till my last: (i) Never allow success to go to your head. (ii) What you do to others will come back to you in the same speed. (iii) If you like others help them and do what is best to them from your end. But never ever tell others.(iv)Be committed to whatever you do and be sincere in what you do.(v) Money can come anytime. but try to get good people with you as once you lose trust of the good people you cannot get the same good people.(vi)Relation cannot come overnight. If you need relation you need to give up something. The first thing you need to give up in maintaining relation is Ego and "I"(vii) People may insult you and dont try to hit back. You always quote an example Can a person spit on a sky and if person spits it falls on them.(viii) Your advise to me that the best Dhan(donation) is giving education to a poor person and donating for a poor person marraiage because both gives life to others.
Every day my mobile will have a call from you and even if i forget to enquire about you, you will enquire about me. If i say i am stressful on various matters Your words "Take care my son and my blessings are there for you." was so sweet to my ears and that used to ease out so much of my pressure. I will miss this.
I was in hospital on a serious ailment. At the age of 79 and despite your physical disabilities in walking, you went to nearby temple and prayed to god for my recovery and went around the temple twice at that age . You undertook fasting for my sake at the age of 79 by praying to god when i was going through the ailment. Finally when i was going through some emotional issues in the month of June 2011, I cried by keeping my head on your laps. You did not even ask the reason but your words "Dont worry my son. If you are good you will get back what you miss dont worry".
I wanted to show the friend whom i considered most dear to me. You met that friend when that person came to my home when you were with me. Thanks for that meeting though it lasted for few minutes.
Your words to my mentor "I have pampered him like a kid and please take care of him" showed how much you care for me. Your advise to me that i should not leave this firm because your eagerness that I should be with good people made my career here. I owe you everything Ma.
I will miss everything henceforth. But I got enough from you and I have become permanent creditor to you. I hope with your blessings i can be a good person and useful to the pople whom i love and follow your advise. Seeking your blessings always and please protect me wherever you are.
I miss you Amma. I miss you so much. I may be 45 and father of two kids and but "Mom is Mom" Always your blessings and your spirit will take care of the rest of my life.
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